Eternal Goodbye

Deep within me
Life's crawling and wasting my days
Another night gone and I know there will be another way
I'm leading myself to be free
In this eternal goodbye.

Is it true that we could never be?
That our adoration for each other is 'wrong'?
Why do you listen to them?
Those voices that spit venom and hate.
Do you really think I'm not worth it?

Deep in the shadows I pondered
Of the life that awaited me yonder
If only you gave me a chance…
If only you saw my love through my eyes
In this disastrous love story.

Once upon a time I thought what we had was special
For a time I actually thought you cared
Now all that's left for me are the wounds
Your cruel mark etched upon my heart
Is it really true? 
That you think I'm not good enough for you?

Deep within me
Love's swarming and devouring my soul
Another life gone and I know there's no other way
I'm trying to let myself roam free
But the pathetic truth is that
My life's lain empty and bare. 

And so I rest here alone
Lamenting my grief
Letting my emotion run amok,
Wreaking their violence…their havoc…

Slowly my heart withered
I find solace inside the deepest shadows
Hiding myself from the pain
From the judgments of those vile people
What did I do to deserve your hate?
Why me? Why now? 

Deep within me
My soul faded from existence
Another heart slain and I lost my way
I'm leaving my shriveled husk behind
While my soul soars to the heavens
In this Eternal Goodbye…